I'm 16, and I don't know what to do.
My parents are controlling everything I do and watching everything I do. I think I'm going insane. I thought a counselor or psychiatrist could help me but it hasn't helped.
I've made mistakes in the past (2 years ago) trying to date older guys (18 years) and now I tried to date a 20 year old. Now I'm completely over that but my parents won't let me talk to anyone anymore. They won't let me go anywhere anymore (never really did anyways) and I don't know what to do.
I have no one to talk to. They tell me it's my fault that I took that privilege of having friends away. They force me to go to church, I still go to counseling, but they're still keeping me from doing things and seeing people.
I've tried to get out, I've tried to see and talk to people but I always end up back in my house, alone. I've been clean, no drinking nor smoking, or anything and it seems that they don't care that I stopped. It's like they're forcing me to go back to who I used to be but I just can't go back, I mean, I am who I am, right?
I don't know what's real and what's not anymore... my parents keep telling me I'm not alone but I am. They're always at work and my brothers are too busy on the internet or playing on their game systems, and I have no other family to talk to because we never keep in touch.
I'm not trying to put my whole life on here but I'm just so confused about so much, and it seems as if no one can help me. All my friends were forced away, and some just stopped talking to me because my parents would freak out whenever we would talk or hangout.
They never let me stay at a friends house, or hangout with anyone because they're making bad choices, though my parents are also. I can't say anything to anyone or make a post about anything because my dad freaks out on me, and threatens to send me to juveniles... which people tell me he can't just send me without a reason but he always has a reason, even he'll come up with one.
I just have no one to talk to anymore... I feel like I can't talk to anyone or do anything because my parents are always behind my back watching me, I feel like I can't breathe. I would say more but if my dad ever finds this and I say anymore then I don't know what will happen, he'll probably send me back to juveniles for something... I'm scared to do or say anything... but I need something, hope, I dont know... just don't know what to do anymore...