I dont know how to say this but, well, I dont even know if I am asking this on the right website but, I am Jessica and I am 27 years old, and i got a son, Carl. He is only 6 years old and he is very innocent, but his father is teaching him how to use a gun! I dont even know how my husband has that gun but i love Carl and i cant let he know those things!! Well, my husband is aggressive, he already punched me and throwed me on the wall. Of course I ''fought'' back but he is too strong. He has been using drugs lately, that is an absurd! I try to protect my child but hell, I even went to the police to make an occurrence but they said they would do something about it but they DIDNT!!! Im desesperated please I love my son so much and i have this growing hatred in me that wants to kill my husband but I still love him! What should I do??